today is the 10/08/10, and it was just yesterday that my speical cat pass away. i needed to blog this because she was a speical girl to me, and i love her more than than world. she was speical to me because i remember it was just yesterday that she came into the house, and i accepted her as my own. the first day she came into our house i was fine with that but after a few days i rejected her because of my skin condition and i coulnt have any more pets around which will cause my skin condition to be worst. however after a few days of living with her i knew that she was speical and she had no where else to go, so she was accepted into the household and named mimi. my sister gave her this name, and also called her em oi. which means little girl. an we got use to seeing her everyday. whens shes hungry sleepy or even just bored we would call our her name and she would come running. i see ever everyday of my life, every time i come home or even when i sliped and landed on my bum and hurt my wrist and ankle cause she ran towards me feet, i still love her the same. however the day i decided to go to sydney without giving her a good bye kiss is the day she decides to leave us all behind. she was special to me and to everyone in our house. even the people who only saw her a few times knew she was something speical and was willing to adopt her and take her in as their own. but to me, she was more than a cat, she was like a family to me. now that she is gone to somewhere better i dont think i will ever find some cat as good as she was letting me hold her kiss her and hug her when im down. i hope that she will rest in peace, and have a better next life. i love you princess i love you so much.. R.I.P mimi

DIETS oneOHone,

people go thru many fad diets in their life even mac's diets! my purpose of this blog is not to tell people to go on these diets but rather make people see what these diets can do to each and every one of you. Using myself as a sample of what diets can do to you, i will TRY diets that have been used by stars and others diets, and show you how much weight can be lost during this time period and as well as working out and other things such as how my health decline or gets better. for me, i dont eat meat, so thats a part of my food intake gone, however i do eat fish as a replacement. i personally used this blog to blog about my problems with weight issues and how i used FAD diets turn my life back up right, however have things changed so much in my life and it affected me in so many ways. so let me give you some history behind why im doing this.

since i was little i use to be over weight, and at one stage in my life i was skinny however that all blew over, as i compared myself to others around me. i was not the popular kid st school nor was i the smart kid. i was the normal one. however, there was a stage in my life where i was so stressed about school that it affect my lifestyle and i turned to food for comfort and i would eat and eat.. and that i kept gaining weight. until i hit a point in mylife i was overweight. the presure of being over weight affected school work, and affected my feelings. I also would get nagged by my parents and sisters to go on a diet, but was the way and the things they say helping this problem... to be honest, NO! because i dont think hearing such things like " your never gonna be pretty as me " or words such as " at least i can wear these types of clothing and you cant " would help a depressed and lonely and overweight person with their weight problems. hmm.. after a while i decided to go on fad diets and i droped weight FAST, however was it helping me in any way noo. because emotionally i was not fixed. i then turned to health food and i then felt so much better about myself and lost weight and emotionally i had power to move on from all ther words. I found myself a man that suports me in every way.... so i gained myself power to create this blog and let people know the truth about health food, i will keep a youtube dairy, and i do hope people follow these things online and watch how these FAD diets stars use and other that are avaliable can do to you. i hope people can see and NOT follow these diets.

 

FIRST DIET i will mention i will do is called baby food diet.. i will make it in next entry. and i hope people read this. Im using myself as a tester, and i HOPE people will not follow these diets, because the aim of this blog is to show you the damaging effects of FAD DIETS.

hi blog again, i decided to make a blog again because there is alot i want to blog about. ahaha first of all this is the first time in my life i feel like getting married believe it or not. maybe its because i know i meet my soul mate and we are in the end gonna get married no matter how hurt i was the other day.. the amount he told me he loved me made it up. we have talked about getting married and having kids, and at the age it just seems like a mess, but if your in a relationship you should understand what it feels like having a relationship and how much you want to be with that person. i hope me and him in the end do get married.. someday. lol if you read this chris, i love you! mwah.